Drawings, Driveways, and Ducks

After last Friday’s post, I decided to follow through with my promise to do things regardless of whether I am the most awesome at it ever.

To prove it, I offer you this. Some of the stuff I love.

This is my new friend. He needs a name. I wanted to draw something, but couldn’t decide what. When I was teaching elementary school, I use to draw simple little cartoons on the board for the kids. It was usually either an alligator or a walrus. So I figured a walrus was a fun starting point. I also really like the design elements of all this steampunk stuff (I know very little about it, but love the style), which turned the walrus into this.

I was reading about bokeh and really wanted to try creating images with pretty blobs of color. Instead of just thinking about it, I jumped off the couch in my PJs and looked outside for an opportunity to give it a try. The series of images above came about after laying in my neighbor’s driveway at 10 o’ clock at night. Unbeknownst to them of course.

Did I accomplish anything amazing? Is the world of art and photography going to stand up and take notice because I drew a jaunty little walrus and took some pictures of light?

Not so much.

But it was fun.

And now…for no reason at all:

Friday Inspiration – It’s Okay to Stink

I have a great many interests. Writing, obviously, is one of them.

But there are others. I love music. I love art; drawing, painting, sculpting. I like to do crafty things with beautiful skeins of yarn and thread and fabric. When I have time, I read voraciously, across many genres.

Something I’ve realized about myself over the years is that I hold back from doing things I enjoy. It’s not as if I deprive myself of these things for some greater cause. The reason, if I’m being honest, is more tied to my ego than anything else.

I hold back from doing things in which I may not excel. I am afraid not of failure, but of stinking.

Maybe it’s a product of a society that teaches us to be the best at everything we do. A society that holds out being rich and famous as the ultimate goal.

Or maybe it’s just my own faulty ego, beating me into submission whenever I get the urge to do something that doesn’t flow from my fingertips with ease.

Whatever the reason behind it, I’ve decided to stop letting feelings of inadequacy prevent me from exploring creatively. I’m going to finish writing projects and do something with them, instead of stalling out whenever I read something so amazing I feel like I can’t possibly compare.

I’m going to draw in my sketchbook with Napolean Dynamite-like confidence, even though my skills haven’t really progressed past my last art class in the fifth grade.

I am going to knit more scarves, and someday venture out into blanket territory. I am going to sew the most crooked misshapen quilt you’ve ever laid eyes upon.

I am going to teach myself four basic chords on the guitar, and play popular hits with wild abandon. And yes, I will sing along, no matter how out of tune I may be. (I’ll just be sure not to butt-dial anyone when doing it.)

There is probably something that you would enjoy doing, if you allowed yourself to be medicore, or even bad at it. I say, stink it up, my friends!

Don’t let you get in the way of you.

 

 

Taking a Break

I’ve been doing well so far with my ROW80 goals.  As a matter of fact, I’m ahead on my word count.

So, I’m taking a break.  Not because I think I deserve it or anything like that.  I just don’t want to burn out.  I am allowing myself a little creative time that doesn’t involve writing.  A little break to sketch before I hit the next scene.

It helps clear the mind a bit.  I used to do it more often, as evidenced by some old sketchbooks I dug up.

I am by no means good at drawing.  But it’s a comfortable way to let my brain rest a little before I continue  on.

Pretty sure this is from a Dr Suess story...

 

Sometimes I miss coloring

Sometimes foreign characters are nice for "sketching" time

Must be from my teahouse phase

Learning history is more fun when you draw it.

Do you have another creative outlet you use to give your head a break?

Currently Listening to: Fumbling Towards Ecstasy by Sarah McLachlan (on Spotify)